Beautiful Disaster.

YWednesday, August 03, 2005
PROJECT is superr not getting anywer near completion.
MOTHAtooting crap!

What can I do now?

Do my project and my head is about to EXPLODE..

I'm very pissed and sad....

Papa had to have his foot amputated coz of his Kidney Failure..
I'm feeling very sorry that he have to suffer his life this way...

Life like really stinkz rite now.

Crap.

Neways, I heard a nice song by Alanis Morissete..
21 things i want in a lover...NIce

Phucking projects just makes my day more lifeless..ASS

Give me some Life plzzz
_callous_ was here with you at 4:35 PM .

Emylin
The Ride

this life is all about loving and losing. sacrificing and hurting.
being dissappointed in just about anything including urself.

this is life in my eyes.

- an unbearable excruciating painful hurt and experience that kills.
life in living is like death in dying.
where u live with a purpose and u die with a cause
all of which reasons hurt
and none of which will give u the happiness that u deserve.

yes i am fickle and yes i am a hardcore depressed chic.
but no.im no bimbo cuz i apparently make use of my brain cells 3/4 of my waking hour.
dun mess with me.